its one in the freaking morning

and i seriously can not sleep :( wow anyway im watching bounty hunter cause im seriously bored cause theres nothing to do and yea im really bored and i havent talked to anyone from morse not even gabby. :( but they have lives so i dont want to get in the way of that. gabby's at hawaii which is cool.oh and she's going to be the section leader which im really happy about.and sa at the same time cause i wont be there to annoy her to death :D haha i do that to anyone :)oh and omg i have to say bye to coke.i really do hope its going to be temporary cause i really love coke hes super special to me.he's going to his old owners big juan's family which is really cool:) im so happy they agreed to keep him temporarily.anyway im bored and my butt hurts cause im sitting on the floor.the apartment is messy right now cause my parents brought the whole house in this tiny apartment.ugh.more cleaning to do.but at least i have something to do.oh school starts on the 8th of september and i really want to go shopping for new clothes and school supplies i probably wont use.BUT i promised myself that im going to sstudy really hard *straight face* haha sure i will but i will seiously try cause my mommy said my grandpa is really proud of me.and it kills me that im really not that kind of person you really shouldnt be proud of.i did stupid things some i regret some i dont.but i guess its never too late to change.and thats my goal.to change.i want to be back to the optimistic girl and full of happiness.back to fantasy :) haha :) full of monkeys and other animals.bizzare animals i dont care as long as its animals. :).i want to go watch movies cause i havent really watched movies in a while and ive been stuck home since school was out. :(my parents said that this apartment is temporary. DUH.oh and wait haha i just turned my head towards the tv and i noticed that, that one girl has the same necklace as gabby but of course different names..anyway back to what i was saying earlier.were moving here in mira mesa permanently.were going to be looking for a house in about a few months from now i guess.well theres nothing else to talk to about today so im going to say byebye :) peace