I miss you so much. I wish I can talk to you again, but everything seems like it would be better off if we didn't talk. And I feel like I should just give you your freedom and be with whoever you want to be with. Because I feel like I'm controlling you. So I guess, I'll just talk to you if you try and contact me. I guess, I'm going to leave you alone because whenever you tell me you're going out I feel like you're with someone else. I'm just so insecure and so paranoid. I wish I could just be like you and not care about the past or anything. I don't know. I just miss you so dearly.
