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I hate how it hits me at random times that my grandpa has passed away. It really hits me hard. And it really hurts. Sometimes, I guess I believe he's still alive, and he is in my heart he is, but just knowing I won't be able to hug him, to kiss him goodnight, good morning, hello, and goodbye, it hurts. A lot. I haven't been studying. I have, sorta, but I should be studying a lot more because I'm studying to be recognized in the deans list. I really want to for my grandpa. And I will. I won't disappoint him. Ever. I miss you grandpa. I love you so much. ♥Lots of love.