So, today.

Ritchie and I got to talking about Travis for a bit. Ritchie brought him up, saying how Stephen talks to him more than he does. I told Ritchie that I missed him. That dude has been helping me through my situations with Andrew, and I really can't thank him enough. It really sucks that I can't talk to him anymore. And not about my problems, but just talking like how he is, what he has been up to. He really was such a great friend, an awesome person to hang out with. He put up with my shit with Andrew. I really wish whatever happened between us can be fixed. I like my friendship with Travis. I'm sorry if I screwed everything up with you. You were an awesome friend. And I saw that. But I guess, I still screwed it up.